Friday, December 21, 2012

The history behind birthstones

The history of how the birthstones became to be is that it came from an ancient time in bible history it starts back with Aaron as told in the bible book of Exodus the breastplate was a place of religion garment that included the twelve gemstones each had a representation of the twelve tribes of the region of Israel. All of these gems as you will notice is that they are set in rows of three as: sardius, topaz, carbuncle; emerald, sapphire (one of my favorites), diamond, ligure, agate, amethyst, beryl, onyx and finally jasper.
So now the question that is popping in my head is how did the gemstones represent the twelve tribes of the region of Israel? well it is all said in the writings of Flavius Josephus plus the ones from St. Jerome these two are what started the whole idea of the 12 stones of breastplace and also the 12 stones of the zodiac. So that's the reason why each stone was meant to have some sort of special powers based on each of their assigned astrological zodiac sign and that if a person was wearing the stone at the right time then that person would have therapeutic or talismanic good.
The birthstone concept
For this to work out you have to have the 12 different gemstones with their zodiac signs on them for each one and also wear the birthstones on the right ascendancy of the time that is set similar to the zodiac tradition that India has which is kind of different because they have 9 gemstones with 9 planets all of their gems are signified by a person's health and each individuals challenges that are faced in their life. People came up with the idea of always wearing the gemstones based on the month of the persons birthday it is said that it came from the 18th century in Poland when some of the Jewish people that would trade the gems came the name of each birthstone were not created until the year of 1912 those names for the stones came from the national association of jewelers in the USA.
The names of each stone have not been changed ever since the year of 1912 but anonymously there have been times before that the names were almost going to change. For example the American gem association in the year of 2002 explained that they had chosen the name of tanzanite for the month of December selling birth gemstones was a way to make business since a lot of people seem to be amazed by the supposed magical powers of these gems.

In the end

A company called TanzaniteOne LTD wanted to use their main name for a birthstone not only that but the company wanted for this gem to be something more than the others they wanted it to be special when they came up with the idea of giving it to every child that was born no matter on what month they were born. TanzaniteOne also came up with the slogan of " Be born to Tanzanite", they also used Masai tribal birth practices as a way to end the production of birthstones.

Some descriptions of two birthstones

Friday, December 14, 2012

Reality TV has changed the entertaintment industry for better or worse

Reality TV was not around in the past it is something that has evolved over the years it is a type of
show that delivers what happens in real life from a real person's point of view. Reality TV. has changed the entertainment industry for the better is by three reasons : real people that see the different type of reality shows can relate to it, give life lessons, help people understand the real side of celebrities.

Some of the best reality TV shows that I would choose that can make people like it and relate to it at the same time would be 16 and pregnant, and catfish these two TV shows are similar for the fact that they are both reality TV shows but in another way their audience of viewers is quite different. 16 and pregnant talks about the life of pregnant teenage girls and the challenges that they have to face in the real world as young mothers which talks good about reality TV because it helps other teen mothers that are going thru the same thing to make good choices it also let's them know that they are not alone. Finally it may also tell other teen girls that it's not good being pregnant at a young age. While for Catfish the show tells stories about individuals that met online started talking to each other out of nowhere and then began to have a relationship online but for some reason they don't meet because the other person does not want to or the other person that you really want to meet might be lying to you without even you noticing it so its a lot of dilemmas that one has to pay attention to.

So in conclusion reality TV has changed for the better why? because it has given real people the chance to express themselves about other people or about a situation that they are dealing with. It has also changed for the better for the fact that it  helps people that are on the show think and reflect on how they can change towards someone or the life challenges that happen moreover it also can change the viewers life forever and see things a whole new way than they did before sure everyone can say their  own point of view and say their own opinions but its the lessons that reality TV shows have that count since those morals can have an impact on people.

Monday, December 10, 2012

Health benefits of drinking lemon water

I love drinking lemon water because of it's sweet taste and for the fact that the juice from the lemons does not taste bad when its mixed with the water and sugar its a pleasant drink but it also has some health benefits that you might have not known of.
Some facts about lemon water before we start :
  • Helps keep your skin clear and glowy
  • Helps with your digestive system
  • Helps maintain your weight
  • Controls your coffee drinking
  • Helps you be refreshed
Good for the stomach-
The lemon juice is a benefit to your stomach if the juice is done with hot water. Some of the conditions that it helps with are for nausea, heartburn, parasites and this type of juice has all of the qualities to clean your digestive system if it is drank everyday. The bowels are the ones that take away the waste from your stomach much better. In other words lemon juice can also be a juice that is able to purify blood and be a cleansing juice as well the drinking of lemon juice can also help with constipation, relieve hiccups it also acts as a juice to help the liver function more properly for example when your food is being digested the juice helps the liver make more bile.
Its good for your skin-
Believe it or not lemon is an antiseptic medicine since it ca fix any problems that your skin may have lemon water is full f vitamin C which is a chemical that helps to enhance your skin more so it can look clear and good at the same time if you drink it everyday you will start seeing a difference in how your skin looks like when you see it. Another thing to know about lemon water is that it can also be used to heal any burns or scars that you may have because the lemon in the water juice can lower the burning feeling.
Teeth health-
Lemon juice is also a good benefit for your teeth it can serve well enough for toothaches by taking away the hurt in the tooth when you massage your teeth with lemon juice it stops the bleeding. It also takes away bad breath from your mouth and with any gum issues.
Saves the throat from infections-
Consuming lemons is good for the fighting of throat infections that may arise in times. So in order to fix any infections on your throat this is what you can do take one- half of lemon juice with one half of water and then just gurgle carefully.
A benefit for weight loss-
The best thing that you can do if you really want to loose weight is by simply drinking lemon juice. If you mix the lemon juice with some of lukewarm water added with honey then this also helps.
Reduces the high blood pressure-
Lemon water has this substance called highpotassium content which helps in preventing dizziness, nausea, bring relaxation to mind and body it is also good for your mental and stress health.
Cures respiratory illnesses-
This drink works wonders with a person that has breathing issues and it also revives a person suffering from asthma.
It is good for rheumatism-
If you did not know before about lemon juice is that it cures people that have rheumatism and arthritis and it also takes away all of the bacteria plus the toxins that may be inside the body.

Combats the fever-
Next time when you are suffering from the cold instead of only taking the medicine that your doctor gaved you try drinking lemon juice for the fact that it helps to flush out the bacteria and toxic.
Becomes a blood purifier-
Some types of diseases that can be cured with lemon water are malaria and cholera. Lemon water is a drink that contains anti-oxidants and vitamin C which prevents formation of free radicals another thing to know is that these radicals can cause death of the cells and steal the electrons.
Lemon water not only cures malaria and cholera but also the cold, flue or any symptoms of fever.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Inspirational songs list #2

Jessie J - Who's laughing now
Fleetwood Mac - go your own way
Selena gomez and the scene - Who says
Katy perry - Im wide awake
shinedown - Second chance

Saturday, June 9, 2012


This is a poem that a a guy wrote to me his name is Jose I really like it a lot he really does have
a lot of cretivity and talent.

Her names Jennifer
i think ima fall for her
she seems real kool
but i know that
she is not a tool
or perhaps even a fool
gotta keep it honest and
thruthful with

Cuz theres a few out there
with the same world view
i wanna come thrue and be with you,
maybe not today or
tommorrow but one of
these days,
cuz I wanna be dazed looking
at your face
then look out at space.

Just in case we see shooting stars
to make a wish and get
real rich,
moral of the story is
i wont be sorry when I dont
make that wish cuz I already
got my gem
and name is jenn.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012


This poem i wrote it for a guy that i met in myyearbook and who i like talking to.

You always see the
bright side of me
in every color
in every way
you make me see
the good side
of me no matter how I am
and I never want
to seperate
from you
you undestand every
piece of me
you never forget
although were not together
your voice and your
messages make me happy
just with the knowings
that there is
someone out there
for me.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

My inspiration playlist #1

  • Matchbox 20 - Crazy
  • Katy Perry - Fireworks
  • Linkin Park -  Shadow of the day
  • Andy Grammer -  Keep your head up
  • Matchbox 20 - If your gone
  • Selena Gomez and the scene - Live like there is no tommorrow

Monday, May 28, 2012


Why education is important to me

Education is important to me because ever since I can remember I would think about my future, what I wanted to be wen i grew up, and that I was going to go to college to have a better life for myself and be able to help my family financially that was when I was in midde school I used to have a different view about things but as I grew older that's when cituations changed for me I made different decisions about my future, discovered a new career path and with that the type of college I want to go to it was all in my head. When I was almost in the in the end of my 8th grade year I had to make the change for myself because I really wanted to graduate so at first it wasnt easy especially since math is one of my weakest subjects but I was not going to give up even if math gaved me a hard time but then again nothin gin life is hard sure there are things in life that might be challenging but if you face them with courge in the end it's worht it. I know that im not that smart (smartass) in math but I do hve he drive and inspration to do good in anything that I do and because nothing is impossible there are always ways to solve problems which is what I did in 8th grade I choosed to find ways to fix my grades I was able to graduate with high honors, good GPA plus alot of As. I felt so proud of myself that I made the right desicion and thats what im doing once again for college and this time I know that I will get my administrative assistant certificate.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012


Good to suck on, colorful,
tasteful, tootsiepop
they are so good with a
gum to pop.
Some are small some are big
just put it in your mouth
you will never stop
Oh lollipop
you are so fun
so sweet
so good to eat
colorful as a rainbow
in the blue sky
lick it dont bite it
so come on let's be friends.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

My favorite facebook picture:D

This is one of my favorite pictures from facebook in fact to me its special because it shows alot of the people that i know and that are in my life its sort of like a collage that expresses how fun and interesting life can be and that everyone is different no one is the same we all come from different countries believe in different stuff and speak different languagues but we are all human beings. This picture also carries happy and funny memories that say a story. In each picture box there is a unique person that is enjoying life to its fullest a picture holds an identity and it can also carry around emotions that express how we feel or who we are as individuals.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Sometimes its not good to fully trust others

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Life is about taking it one step at a time

There is always a time in life when all of us want to be in a rush we tend to lose our own enjoyment of the simple and everyday activities that life puts us in our way. But in order to really grow and become a better person is by starting slow because when we do that is when we really get to understand and our mind processes things more clearly until you have reached your full potential. In life things happen when the right time comes. This also goes for love and relationships a lot of times what happens between between two people is that they may talk to each other for four days and then declare that they are boyfriend and girlfriend and that is like going super fast since you each did not give yourselves some time get more closer to each other and really test first if its going to work out for the better. That's why in my opinion relationships nowadays dont last long or there may end up being alot of problems because of not taking it slow the first time.

Monday, May 7, 2012

Help us remember

Heavenly Father,
Help us remember that the jerk who cut us off in traffic last night is a single
mother who worked nine hours that day and is rushing home to cook dinner, help with homework, do the laundry and spend a few precious moments with her children.

Help us to remember that the pierced, tattooed, disinterested young man who can't make change correctly is a worried 19-year-old
college student, balancing his apprehension over final exams with his fear of not getting his student loans for next semester.

Remind us, Lord, that the scary looking bum, begging for
money in the same spot every day (who really ought to get a job!) is a slave to addictions that we can only imagine in our worst nightmares.

Help us to remember that the old couple walking annoyingly slow through the store aisles and blocking our shopping progress are savoring this moment, knowing that, based on the biopsy report she got back last week, this will be the last year that they go shopping together.

Heavenly Father, remind us each day that, of all the gifts you give us, the greatest gift is love. It is not enough to share that love with those we hold dear. Open our hearts not to just those who are close to us, but to all humanity. Let us be slow to judge and quick to forgive, show patience, empathy and love.

Thursday, April 26, 2012


Well where can I start its been awhile since I posted something new on here eventhough before I said that I was going to post a certain topic three times each week but I know I havent. But really Ive been busy with my classes and tests ever since last week but it's worth it in the end since I am almost going to finish and get my certificate for administrative assistant ths summer Im hapy for myself Ive ben thrue a lot since this past month and eventhough I seem young on the outside but on the inside I feel a grown up woman I feel different some of the life experiences Ive lived thrue with people that are close to me like my high school friends, church friends, or with people that Ive met they have all shown me what real life is all about. Im glad that I know Justin though because he is the first guy that has ever had true feelings for me for reals he is a real guy not a faker like the others Ive talked to before. I mean he is 19 and yet he is achieving everything he wants he reminded me that in college you are suppossed to be mature now sure there is time to party and have fun but your an adult already that has to face the real life you are not in high school anymore not it's time to be reaponsible and make the right decisions if you want to have a better life he has taught me something important in life and thats why he deserves to be in my blog forever and always because he was special to me and for the fact that I had feelings for him.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Thursday, April 12, 2012


Nice, funny, awesome,friend
I fell in love with his personality
his sweet lovable fun words
always making me smile

Such a very good friend he has been
that has made me see the best in myself.

Monday, March 26, 2012


I dont know for what reason but all of a sudden yesterday at night when everyone else was sleeping I was awake still it was like 10pm at night and out of nowhere I started to remember about my high school crush his name was Francisco I know it was a long time ago and I have moved on and I kind of forgot about him I have not thought about him in a long time really because of all the other things that I have been doing. But either way i have not forgotten about him at all I still remember when he was in my spanish class for two years hahaha:) those two years were fun for me though we never got to talk for reals he would just ignore me but eventhoguh I still knew he really liked me and I liked him alot  also I could even tell everytime when I was around him how nervous he would get and of course everybody else in spanish class could tell also what was going on. I also remembered how I used to have a picture of him that I saw from the school newspaper its old but its still  pasted in my special box he used to be in jrotc at school and thats the only picture i have of him but at least its something. Then all of a sudden I started to cry tears came out from my eyes and I was laying down in my bed wetting my pillow and thinking of alot of stuff in my head but i felt good somehow because every tear that I used to cry for him every night just made me a stronger person and helped me to move on. The most important thing is that I learned how to let him go and if he was meant to be for reals then it will happen in the future but if not then thats ok because thats how life is and not everything in life can turn out as we wanted to but I just hope that he is ok whetever he may be and I am glad it happened because that just made me open up to love and know that someday I will find that special someone  i know he is out there I just have to keep on looking because if its not him then somebody else will be.

Friday, March 23, 2012

He is different:)!

Well I just barely met a guy his name is Edwin I just started messaging him on this website called myyeabook.com because when I saw his pofile and his pictures he seemed like a cute nice guy and when Im et him in person at the mall in whittier he seemed a little bit different from the outside but once whe started talking I got to see his personality and his life and I have to say that it's really interesting and at the same time hard but through it all he has been able to stay stron in order to help his parents, he told me about his parents, what he lies to do for fun, his friends and the jobs he has had in his past. I really felt something different with him something that I did not feel before when I met the last three guys from myyearbook because this time he di not kiss me and he did not talk to e abou hooking up he was just friendly and the good thing is that he asked me alot of questions about myself. He is the frst guy that made the firs move to ask me out on a date and im happy for that, wehave similar interests and he even told me that we should meet again the next time and to message him on myyearbook things that the other three guys never told me so I know this is getting off to a good start.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Having a mother with diabetes

Having a mother with diabetes is postive because it has made me realize everything that happens to someone when they have it and help me see that its important to take care of yourself in order to stay healthy. But on the other hand it is sometimes hard mainly because she can not sometimes control her anger when me or someone in the family makes a mistake it's as if she expects me and everyone else in the family to be perfect she does not accept mistakes and sometimes I dont agree with her. But I always try to see the positive side of this situation because she is my mother and eventhough sometimes I have problems with her I still love her and I really admire her for everything that she has done for me. On the other hand it has made me realize that I have to be a strong person and know that sometimes she gets angry at me when something is not right because she cares about me and she wants me to be a better person and have the opportunnities that she did not.  Sometimes it hurts me when she says that she does not expect anything from us when we start living on our own she thinks that we will just forget about her and we might not want to take care of her the way that she took care of us and I dont accept that because she is the one that gaved me life ive always helped her with almost everything Ive always been with her ever since I was born and my real father left me my twin sister and im really lucky and happy to have a mother like her because she has made me the good and smart person that I am today.

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Boys, Boys Boys

Like who understands them seriously!

I always ask myself this question why do some guys only want to hook up? I mean I know that they only do it for fun but sometimes I just wish
for all of the guys to be the same and you know treat us girls with respect and really see who we are as individuals because we are human beings.
Im not the only girl that has gone thru that I know there are other girls out there who are feeling the same thing as I do and Im tired and sick
of guys that only want to treat me that way. Ive come to realize that I am a wonderful, beautiful, smart, and great girl that deserves more than just a hook up.

I want a guy who wants to make me happy a guy who wants to see the real me you know take me seriously for who I am a guy that is happy with me
when we kiss,cuddle, hold hands nothing more. I know I need to be strong and say no I feel its the right thing to do until I find someone special a guy who likes you
just to hook-up and nothing more is not worth your time because they are not in love with you they dont want to be your bf they are just infatuated by you and thats all.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

To the beat of my heart - Hilary duff

To the beat of my heart
Im thinking about letting it out
I wanna give in
I wanna go out
Been looking around Ive
finally found the
rhythm of love the feeling
of sound
Its making a change
the feeling is strange
Its comming right back
Right back in my  range
Not worried about anything else
Im waking up.

To the beat of my heart
It tears us apart.
Now im back to the start

Im up from my down I
turn it around
Im making it back Im not
gonna drown
Im taking a stance I wont
miss a chance
I want you to see im not scared to
The way that you feel could never
be real. I want you to know I finished
the deal
So im saying to you
I'll always be true to the rhythm inside.

To the beat of my heart, the beat of my
heart it tears us apart.

Monday, March 5, 2012

Travel through Writing: How Writing Can Literally Help You Achieve Goals

Writing can allow you to enter different worlds and mindsets. Writing is a lot like acting, in that it gives you the chance to "try on" different lifestyles. It is also a productive activity for helping you in the achievement of your life goals.

If you have never thought about your life goals, now is the time to start. No matter what hardship you’re facing, whether it be career or and illness such as mesothelioma, when you have life goals, your life feels a lot easier. You feel a sense of peace in letting out your heart's desires. Everyone has certain desires in their hearts that they would like to become manifested. Escape a grim cancer prognosis by expressing your desires through writing, and make these desires become a reality.

Perhaps you are itching for some romance in your life. No matter what obstacles you currently face in your life, you can achieve some romance in your life through the act of writing. By listing out the qualities of your future partner and envisioning yourself on dates with this partner through writing, you can start to attract this type of person into your life.

Or, maybe you simply want to become wealthier. Maybe you are short on cash. You dream about the conveniences of life that a life of luxury could offer you. You would never have to worry about paying bills again. Being wealthy might even help you achieve other goals, such as losing weight or buying a new home. But for most people, being wealthy would simply add a lot of conveniences into life. So, the way to gain some inspiration and attract wealth into your life is by envisioning it in your life.

Try writing some journal entries about what your life would be like with wealth. What would you do on a typical day? Would you simply meet your friends and family for coffee all day? Would you start a new painting for your home? Would you create an art gallery to display your paintings? There are so many different ways that your life could be turn out with the addition of wealth in your life. Writing gives you the chance to explore these different possibilities and to enjoy each one.

Lastly, writing also helps you gain inspiration in life by appreciating what you already have. Setting goals can be one way to gain a genuine sense of inspiration and motivation, but appreciating what you already have is also key. Appreciating what you already have gives you the sense that everything is already "complete" in your life and that you have no need for something else. When you do not have a sort of desperate need for things like wealth in your life, then they are much more likely to randomly come into your life as you write about them.

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

You are a shame

I sacrificed my time for you walked
a thousand miles
just to see your face your smile
but you pushed me away
without your presence,
without your eyes.
It kills me inside
but you dont care because
you dont really love me
what a shame so stop playing your
old dirty games
because they do not go with
you no more.
I wanted more with you but
you were too blind
What a shame
you are a shame.
So forget the stories because
I wont believe them anymore
what a shame
you are a shame
Sure I was stupid before in
liking you but now I am
over you.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

"Live with integrity, respect others and follow your heart".

Friday, February 17, 2012

What Valentine's day means to me!

I know this may seem kind of late to talk about this eventhough it was on tuesday but I dont care because in my opinion valentines day should be celebrated everyday of the year it's all about love and showing your appreciation for someone that you really love. Valentines day is not only about girlfriend and boyfriend love. Its also about showing your love and appeciation to your friends, family or simply to a random stranger that ou see walk by in the street or at the mall it may sound kindof weird but believe it or not a simple small act of love such as a hug or a simple hello you can change the person's life forever. I think we all need to remind ourselves that love never ends that its always going to be there next to us in our life if we have faith and optimistic and everyone deserves to be loved.

Boo from Monsters Inc.

Mysterious love

The day I first saw you
I saw your face
I felt your hands clasp lose to
mine as we walked
down the path to a
mysterious love that makes
me think of you
that makes me wonder
what you are feeling or thinking.
While were sitting side by side,
i feel your arms hugging me
while I  hear your sweet
voice ring like bells go down
into my skin.
There you are tickling me but
where are your words,
those true words you did not
say to me.

Ive been waiting for them
but you leave me with an empty plate and
with a broken heart
with nothing more to say
nothing more to think.
Or I dont know you are still
forever in my mind.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

I finnally met him yesterdayx))

My zodiac fairy (cancer)

My zodiac sign poem ( june 22- july 22- October 24- November 22 and Pisces- February 20- March 20;

It's been several days now that I have not posted something new in here and Im sorry if I havent I know that in my last entry I said I was going to post something new every two days each week but enough said maybe a deserve a spanking or something for not posting but oh well im going to try my hardest for sure but its cause I have been having other things on my mind and Ive been seeing friends and doing important things but now here is a zodiac poem that I found out about from this website just click on the link if ur interested http://www.edbeardjr.com/store/catalog/product_info.php/products_id/443?osCsid=bd74ccfc9749ba48aef168f9a1d59. My element is water since my birthday is in June 26 and Im cancer btw:))


                                                                                             As a water sign  you are wishful and dreamy
                                                                                             Emotions running through you so full of empathy
                                                                                             Your heart fills with compassion to the depths of your soul 
                                                                                             And it is the tides of your moods that you must control
                                                                                             You are artistic and enchanting in a helpful way
                                                                                             With psychic intuition you know just what to say
                                                                                             The matters of your heart run deep with mystery
                                                                                              You truly could be fine forever in a world of fantasy.

There are other elements also for example earth, air, and fire but I really liked mine because when i read it I feel  like i can identify with my zodiac poem. The reason why it realtes to me is because it describes some of the characteristics that I have im artistic i like things that have to do with art for example art, theater, dance and music I like expressing myself, I am helpful I like to help people but not like in exaggeration because then people might take advantage of you. Sometimes I follow my intuition like I know what to say in order for things to come out right and then do it. I am a mysterious person sometimes so it totally says who i am as a person which i really like:)

Monday, January 30, 2012

CorpoVlogs Channel and the reason why Im into blogging a lot now!

So today i want to talk about a favorite youtube channel  that I found out about on youtube they are called CorpoVlogs as you can see it in my blog tittle up above. CorpoVlogs is a video blogging place where all people that create video blogs get together to talk about different types of topics it can be about anything in particular for example a certain type of issue that is going on rioght now around the world, a holiday, friends, love, fashion, a celebrity almost anything you can think of  these bloggers that are involved in CorpoVlogs they will talk about it and make a video of it all at one time. CorpoVlogs started their youtube channel last year in May 23, 2011 the channel of views that right now it currently has is 6,576 views which is a lot more than what my channel has hahaha! its uploadable views is between 12,937 which means that they have done more videos than the one's ive seen so far and the problem is they got erased so I am not able to see them since they were from last year and i still did not know anything about them which sucks because I would really like to see their first video of when they started and the rest of them as well I think that would be cool and interesting:) .
    They are based everywhere in Mexico thats why they are famous there a lot of people watch their videos. What I like about this channel is that for each day a different video blogger is on the channel and they entertain you with their hilarious comments, jokes and acting sure sometimes they can be mean and have a lot of badwords but in the end they talk about real stuff that happens in life and things that are happening so its not only about fun and games and I decided to do a blogg entry about the channel because ever since Ive been seeing their blogging videos Ive been more and more into blogging and making a commitment to myself and my blogg to post a new entry everyday or at least two times a week to improve on it. Ive also realized that blogging or being a blogger is one of the most creative, funnest and great thing you can do being a blogger is not only about posting a new entry each day or every time you can a blogg entry says things about you it can inspire other people that read it in your blog everytime they go to it other times it can help and it can help you express yourself your own voice and show others around the world who you are as a person since there are a lot of things that you can talk about in a blog and I am proud to feel that and to even know it. The Corpovlogs channel has helped me see that and more and im glad that the channel exists eventhoug i dont know the people personally but the only thing i know is that i dedicate this blog entry to them because they have opened my mind to some stuff that I did not even know of and because of the effort and fun that they put on videos they make my day less boring and they make me laugh. Thanks you guys so much!!!:)

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Firstdayofclasses and winter break

Well how are you people again so winter break is over for me and classes started again which means that today I am going to be busy again for some time. I mean im not going to lie winter break was awesome i got to go to a new place , go to a lot of christmas parties and talk to different people that I have not seen in a while. I was also happy to talk to this guy friend that i met last year i missed talking to him i had not seen him since november and we were messaging each other for some days he told me about his winter break so far and how he has been and what he was doing his working season already finished so he was at home all the time and volunteering for a few hours. Then another thing that happened to me on winter break was ok this guy that I had been messaging to before on facebook and on yahoo he was like I want to meet you he lives in a city called montebello and so at first he was just like hello and then i just replied back with a hello but i was not planning on talking to him or anything because I was just like whetever so then i just forgot all about it i was not even thinking about it for a while  then when winter break was almost going to start he send me a message saying do u want to hang-out and I was like ok yeah and so then he asked me when can we? and what time? I told him the day and on wha time so then after that we both agreed on the day and time. Then he told me to meet him at montebello park and so i told him ok then ill be there.

Guess what I live in la habra I dont live next to him and so after looking for the park on google i had to write down the dirrections for it so that way I can go. So when the day came I was kind of confused to where I was suppossed to be going etc. Until i finally found out where the park and the city are now i know how to get there. But the thing is it takes three hours to get there from where I live so i had to walk a lot and use the bus that takes all the way to the park where he lives.

Anyways my point is I went there many many times for him because I really wanted to meet him in person I mean he sounded like a cool and fun guy to hang-out with he had told me some stuff about him when we would message each other he would even tell me that he really liked me and that he wanted to be my bf but in the end on the last time that i went he seemed to be just playing with me he did not take me seriously everything he told me was a lie a fake and I feel like telling him that to his face and I would i would not even care cause its the trhuth he ditched me obviously he is ditcher but oh well im thru with him for now but i just wish him good luck with his life cause i think he is going to need it alot xD.

Well that was how my winter break went! ps. and I forgot to mention that I also ate tamales again i really missed eating them idk it was like three years without eating them they were good and delicious they were de dulce con pasas, rajas con queso, pollo con chile:).

Thursday, January 19, 2012

The memory of my first kiss xD

Ive been thingking a lot about how my first kiss was so i decided to post it on here I mean before I would think it was a groce experience but now that Ive had the experience of kissing someone for the first time I have to say it one of the most beautiful experiences Ive ever had and the first time can always be nerve racking but if you are really down for it and you really like the person then it wont be that bad. For me it was with a guy that i had known for awhile we would hang out  and talk he would tell me about his life, dreams, his family what he likes to do for fun, his friends and alot of other things. Well now for the exciting part we were both alone hugging each other and cuddling this was all really new to me so I would feel weird about it but then it actually felt good like if he was warming me his skin was soft so was mine:) then he would stare at me and i would be like all freaked out like why do keep on staring at me?? a lot cause i usually dont like it when people stare at me idk it just annoys me lol so then i asked him i was like what's wrong? why do u keep on staring at me? so then he was like never mind i wont say it then i was like no just tell me i want to know then he said it i want to kiss u and i got happy but at the same time scared cause i had not done that before kiss a guy not even in high school sure this guy that was in several of my classes used to like me but we never got that close with each other.  So then I was thinking about it in my head i was like what if i mess up or what if i bite one of his lips or something goes wrong and he dumps me :/ so yeah but then i started thinking ok maybe it wont be that bad after all and anyways he does seem to like u he is a nice guy and i had talked to him before so what do i got to loose. So then I told him why not till wendsday and he was like awww why? and i told him that i felt i was not ready and that i wanted to make things good so then he said ok then. When wendsday came i was excited to see him again and be able to kiss someone for the first time:) so eventhough it was last year in october hahaha i still remember it good it will be in my memory forever cause it was special so anyways we both hugged each other and we finally kissed and i was surprised when he told me that im a good kisser i was like wow and really and i thought i was not going to be good at it but the best part was that it was with a nice, caring and understandable guy and im happy for that. We are not together anymore but he will always be my #1 as the first person i kissed. 

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Quiereme como soy! - a song by Paulina rubio

Cuando tu sientas calor sin saber porque
esquee ay alguien desde lejos piensa en ti
Cuando duermas en tu cama y mi
llama te quemo alguien te busca
Yo te quiero en la distancia
colgada de my stress
entre mares y ciudades yo te
busco en donde estes
no se muy bien tu nombre ni en donde
te vere.
Yo quiero quiero
quiero que me quieras como soy
quiero que me quieras porque si
un palacio en el espacio solo
para ti.
Sueno que me suenas en color
viviendo y desviviendote por mi
para ti todo my amor
todo mi amor.
Quiero que me quieras como soy
busco por las calles tu inicial m tu mirada en un papel
y te llamo y te reclamo donde estas, contestame
No se nada de tu cuerpo, ni tus ojos, ni tus labios, ni tu piel.

Quiero que me quieras como soy (Yo quiero que me quieras como soy)
Quiero que me quieras porque si (Como soy)
tu palcio en el espacio
solo para ti (solo para ti)
Sueno que me suenas en color (sueno que me suenas)
Para ti todo mi amor (todo mi amor).

Sunday, January 8, 2012

My favorite new song - from a new band (Love Star)!

Felicidad is one of my  favorite new song from my favorites list now I actually added it there barely it comes from a band called Love star I found out about this song on youtube froma guy that I have as a friend there well anyways I was curious about the song and so when I first heard it I really listened to the lyrics of the song and its inspirational it talks a lot about happinness and what all of us as human beings can create when we use that power and open up to people in that way. The music video is really nice also and it shows a boy that is out in the street and he makes the hearts made out of red paper and in the hearts he adds in a star shape in them and he gives them out to different people that pass by. Usually nobody does that these days that does not exist at all that much but if that happened then I guess that this world would be a little bit more different there would not be a lot of problems, people would be able to respect each other and their differences.